Hi Everyone,
Well started CD yesterday (im a restarter, though lost track of how many). Anyway last time I did it was last year for 7 weeks and managed to shed about 2.5stone. I dont remember having such headaches or having such a bad time getting into ketosis. Also totm today and I just feel so so so angry and on verge of going to kitchen (have been hiding in bedroom yesterday and half of today to avoid food) and gorging on anything I can find - I know it wont make me happy so why do I want to do it - I mean there is never choc or taytos in the house so your talking it would be whats there so cheese sambo or boiled eggs, nothing amazing and I know that BUT why am i ready to cry and just eat it for what I think will be pleasure...:cry:
Sorry everyone for having such a rant....I know why I want to do this, to reclaim my life and actually partake in it rather than it passing by in front of me, I want to actually accept an offer from my friends to go out rather than constant decline, I want to go on a date and be treated like a princess and I know I will not get any of these if I dont lose weight... so why am I so angry and annoyed that I could go to the shop two mins away and stock up on goodies.....HELP...
Well started CD yesterday (im a restarter, though lost track of how many). Anyway last time I did it was last year for 7 weeks and managed to shed about 2.5stone. I dont remember having such headaches or having such a bad time getting into ketosis. Also totm today and I just feel so so so angry and on verge of going to kitchen (have been hiding in bedroom yesterday and half of today to avoid food) and gorging on anything I can find - I know it wont make me happy so why do I want to do it - I mean there is never choc or taytos in the house so your talking it would be whats there so cheese sambo or boiled eggs, nothing amazing and I know that BUT why am i ready to cry and just eat it for what I think will be pleasure...:cry:
Sorry everyone for having such a rant....I know why I want to do this, to reclaim my life and actually partake in it rather than it passing by in front of me, I want to actually accept an offer from my friends to go out rather than constant decline, I want to go on a date and be treated like a princess and I know I will not get any of these if I dont lose weight... so why am I so angry and annoyed that I could go to the shop two mins away and stock up on goodies.....HELP...