skinnyminy
Member
I am an obsessed with food and I can't bare it anymore!
Long story short. I was SW member lost 5 stone kept it off for 5 years until I had my 3rd baby 7 months ago. I gained it all back, fine. But now I am really struggling to get it off. I rejoined SW but need to get away from this free foods business because it's not helping me deal over eating.
I joined WW and love the flexibility and I have conquered by portion control issue but its just the thought of food....
I think about constantly. I know this will make e sound like a lunatic but the only way I can describe it, is like there is a voice in my head telling me to eat. Then there is me, trying to fight it all day long. If I do give in and binge, its like I am watching this" other person" tucking in to the junk and I just can't stop!
I refuse to believe that I have to live the rest of my life like this. I don't want my children inheriting my obsession.
I need to break this habbit and have no idea how to do it.
Long story short. I was SW member lost 5 stone kept it off for 5 years until I had my 3rd baby 7 months ago. I gained it all back, fine. But now I am really struggling to get it off. I rejoined SW but need to get away from this free foods business because it's not helping me deal over eating.
I joined WW and love the flexibility and I have conquered by portion control issue but its just the thought of food....
I think about constantly. I know this will make e sound like a lunatic but the only way I can describe it, is like there is a voice in my head telling me to eat. Then there is me, trying to fight it all day long. If I do give in and binge, its like I am watching this" other person" tucking in to the junk and I just can't stop!
I refuse to believe that I have to live the rest of my life like this. I don't want my children inheriting my obsession.
I need to break this habbit and have no idea how to do it.