bexstar182
Member
Hi there, my names Becky and I started last week, I'm sorry if there is a forum already for this but I couldnt get hold of my consulant and I dont know where to turn! I guess it was a strange weekend for me to join as I had my friends birthday afternoon tea on sunday and a vodka fuelled party to attend on saturday! I didnt let that deter me and I guestimated my syns for the weekend and subtracted that from the total weeks syn allowance which meant 2.5 syns a day for the rest of the week, at the beginning of the week I've been great but we dont have much food in the house at the moment until payday which has meant I cant prepare snacks and then I go to town for food which seant I had 9 syns for yesterday which is under a normal allowance but I was trying to be good, then I went on a bender and ate all my b options for the rest of the week, so not only am I struggling with not knowing what to buy when out I'm struggling with no b options and its testing my resolve I feel ive messed up already and ive only started, im sorey for being so pathetic I just dont know what to do to tackle this and it means alot to me to loose this weight! Xx