lovelynaett
Full Member
Hello.
this is really coming from my heart and I don't where to turn...
I'm fat, overweight, obese or whatever you want to call it. I'm also addicted to food. I can't help myself, I have to eat every minute of everyday.
I don't know what is wrong with me. I know I could do it. I did it before, lost 5 stone on Lighter life. I was so happy I ate my way back to where i was before. Now 2 years on, I got back right where I started. People who only knew me then don't recognise me and if they do they is a look of pity in their eyes. The people who knew me before act like "hey I told you so, who can't be thin, it's you genes".
Today I can't take it anymore. I'm supposed to be on WW. Guess what I've lasted 2 weeks. I couldn't keep up, was missing all my ice cream and chocolate and s**t.
I don't know what to do. I set goals for myself and then I don't reach them only because I give up half way through. I have a cupboard full of pretty clothes that I can't wear anymore and everytime I look at them I hate myself a little bit more...
what is wrong with me, I'm there for anybody else but me.
I'm not asking for answers here but a few lights will be most welcome.
Naett
this is really coming from my heart and I don't where to turn...
I'm fat, overweight, obese or whatever you want to call it. I'm also addicted to food. I can't help myself, I have to eat every minute of everyday.
I don't know what is wrong with me. I know I could do it. I did it before, lost 5 stone on Lighter life. I was so happy I ate my way back to where i was before. Now 2 years on, I got back right where I started. People who only knew me then don't recognise me and if they do they is a look of pity in their eyes. The people who knew me before act like "hey I told you so, who can't be thin, it's you genes".
Today I can't take it anymore. I'm supposed to be on WW. Guess what I've lasted 2 weeks. I couldn't keep up, was missing all my ice cream and chocolate and s**t.
I don't know what to do. I set goals for myself and then I don't reach them only because I give up half way through. I have a cupboard full of pretty clothes that I can't wear anymore and everytime I look at them I hate myself a little bit more...
what is wrong with me, I'm there for anybody else but me.
I'm not asking for answers here but a few lights will be most welcome.
Naett