5stone2lose
Starting again...
In 6 weeks time its my birthday and my goal was to be 5 stone slimmer by then, that is now a distant dream .
But I still have time to loose some more. I have told my friend that I dont want to come out and I dont want a joint hen / birthday party with her, all because i gave up the diet.
I have also had some really bad back pain, Im having a MRI scan in 2 weeks as the pains so bad and im feeling rough!
X hubbys being a twat and making me feel lke ****. I really want to be slim but im bingeing like theres no tommorow.
Im out of control and theres no one to stop me! Im not in control of my self, All I think is sod it who cares about me anyway i will eat what I like.
I need proper support but just cant find it, I know you guys are great but I need someone here with me. Mum just feels sorry for me and lets me eat what ever.
I need help.
But I still have time to loose some more. I have told my friend that I dont want to come out and I dont want a joint hen / birthday party with her, all because i gave up the diet.
I have also had some really bad back pain, Im having a MRI scan in 2 weeks as the pains so bad and im feeling rough!
X hubbys being a twat and making me feel lke ****. I really want to be slim but im bingeing like theres no tommorow.
Im out of control and theres no one to stop me! Im not in control of my self, All I think is sod it who cares about me anyway i will eat what I like.
I need proper support but just cant find it, I know you guys are great but I need someone here with me. Mum just feels sorry for me and lets me eat what ever.
I need help.