x-Katie-x
Gold Member
.... went to Tesco earlier and was hit by my first serious/or any really chatterbox thoughts.
I've got to be honest and say that I've sailed along through the whole 100 days so far, and that I don't really struggle with abstaining - I just struggle with limited eating! Anyway I don't really think the fact that I know in my head that I'm now at my lightest in I don't know ?18/19? years is helping me.
I was in Tesco and seriously thinking things like 'oh I could just eat that' and 'what if I had just one meal' - now I'm not going to and I really don't want to but this is the first time that my Chatterbox has come out and chatted ..... and I don't like it :sigh:
I think it's cos I know that I look better, feel better and generally don't have that 'out of place' feeling that I always had when I was bigger - but I also know that I need to complete this, I'm only just halfway down this long long road of mine ....... just hope I can lose that bloody Chatterbox to stop it trying to tag along with me!
I've got to be honest and say that I've sailed along through the whole 100 days so far, and that I don't really struggle with abstaining - I just struggle with limited eating! Anyway I don't really think the fact that I know in my head that I'm now at my lightest in I don't know ?18/19? years is helping me.
I was in Tesco and seriously thinking things like 'oh I could just eat that' and 'what if I had just one meal' - now I'm not going to and I really don't want to but this is the first time that my Chatterbox has come out and chatted ..... and I don't like it :sigh:
I think it's cos I know that I look better, feel better and generally don't have that 'out of place' feeling that I always had when I was bigger - but I also know that I need to complete this, I'm only just halfway down this long long road of mine ....... just hope I can lose that bloody Chatterbox to stop it trying to tag along with me!