NooNoo1970
Member
HOw do you know if you are depressed? and what do you do about it if you are??
As far as I am aware I have never been depressed before, but I am seriously wondering if I am now.:cry:
I am CONSTANTLY snapping, nagging and shouting at the boys, which I feel really bad about and sometimes feel such a bad mother and even when I try and talk about it, it makes me really upset. I look after children quite happily as my job, but when it comes to my own boys I feel I am crap! and I just dont have the patience for them that I know I should and I am constantly finding faults in their behaviour..which is awfull
I also feel that I ..'push' is a harsh word, but quite often keep vic at a distance. Its hard when he works nights, but thats part and parcel of our life, but sometimes if he comes up to me during the day time and I 'make' myself too busy for kisses etc(and I am not even talking about sex..just a bit of intimacy) I have seemd to have built up a force field around me!
Am i just going through a mid life crisis...or do you think I am slightly depressed..or am I trying to see something thats not really there?
To others I prob seem jolly, happy etc but this half term has really brought it home.....I have found the boys hard and they dont take any notice of me! What am I doing wrong!!??
I nannied for 13yrs and children were my vocation...not just my job, but now I feel my own kids are suffering and getting the worst from me.........HELP!!!
Do I need to visit the men in the white coats!!!????
As far as I am aware I have never been depressed before, but I am seriously wondering if I am now.:cry:
I am CONSTANTLY snapping, nagging and shouting at the boys, which I feel really bad about and sometimes feel such a bad mother and even when I try and talk about it, it makes me really upset. I look after children quite happily as my job, but when it comes to my own boys I feel I am crap! and I just dont have the patience for them that I know I should and I am constantly finding faults in their behaviour..which is awfull
I also feel that I ..'push' is a harsh word, but quite often keep vic at a distance. Its hard when he works nights, but thats part and parcel of our life, but sometimes if he comes up to me during the day time and I 'make' myself too busy for kisses etc(and I am not even talking about sex..just a bit of intimacy) I have seemd to have built up a force field around me!
Am i just going through a mid life crisis...or do you think I am slightly depressed..or am I trying to see something thats not really there?
To others I prob seem jolly, happy etc but this half term has really brought it home.....I have found the boys hard and they dont take any notice of me! What am I doing wrong!!??
I nannied for 13yrs and children were my vocation...not just my job, but now I feel my own kids are suffering and getting the worst from me.........HELP!!!
Do I need to visit the men in the white coats!!!????