princess.85
Full Member
Hey guys,
I started at 11 stones and I am now 9 stones 2. My original target was 9 stones but now I have extending it to 8 and a half. I find the more I lose the more faults I find with my body and I'm never satisfied! I think I am becoming obsessed and I'm really thinking about whether I can ever give up CD for good and eat normally again without feeling like I want to choke myself b'cuz i ate!!
Just seeing people returning gaining the weight freaks me out so so much and I'm really scared that I will never be able to eat without feeling guilty again!!
Has anyone else felt like this? I don't want this to turn into an eating disorder....
restart 04/05/11 week 1 = 9 stones 7 -- week 2= 9 stones 5 -- week 3= 9 stones 3
I started at 11 stones and I am now 9 stones 2. My original target was 9 stones but now I have extending it to 8 and a half. I find the more I lose the more faults I find with my body and I'm never satisfied! I think I am becoming obsessed and I'm really thinking about whether I can ever give up CD for good and eat normally again without feeling like I want to choke myself b'cuz i ate!!
Just seeing people returning gaining the weight freaks me out so so much and I'm really scared that I will never be able to eat without feeling guilty again!!
Has anyone else felt like this? I don't want this to turn into an eating disorder....
restart 04/05/11 week 1 = 9 stones 7 -- week 2= 9 stones 5 -- week 3= 9 stones 3