slimming_em
Full Member
Hi all
As it says above - how silly am I? I have been a Cambridge user and re-user for over two years now and decided that I couldn't go on being on a VLCD then eating "normally" only to need the VLCD again so decided on SW.
Thing is with me that once I decide on something I do it so I signed up to my local group two weeks ago, Weds - (this is the silly bit) - that week was not only my daughters birthday & half term but my last week on a project (i'm self employed) so had fast food ventures, birthday cake followed by drinks and pub lunch with work then a big childrens disco on sunday - I know I shouldn't have signed up knowing all this was happening.
I have text my group leader (is that what they are called??) and she is fine with it as I explained I am likely to have at the very least stayed the same (due to being good the first 6 days) or put on a couple of pounds. She says I am always welcome and they will help me get to my goals. (Which I am very grateful for, of course).
My problem is the shame of going tomorrow night having never lost an official pound on SW then maybe also gaining on my WI.
I know it sounds pathetic but i want to power through my shame (!!!!) and go - any words of advice or know anyone at your group who has done anything so daft???
Sorry for rambling - thanks for any words
Em xxxx
As it says above - how silly am I? I have been a Cambridge user and re-user for over two years now and decided that I couldn't go on being on a VLCD then eating "normally" only to need the VLCD again so decided on SW.
Thing is with me that once I decide on something I do it so I signed up to my local group two weeks ago, Weds - (this is the silly bit) - that week was not only my daughters birthday & half term but my last week on a project (i'm self employed) so had fast food ventures, birthday cake followed by drinks and pub lunch with work then a big childrens disco on sunday - I know I shouldn't have signed up knowing all this was happening.
I have text my group leader (is that what they are called??) and she is fine with it as I explained I am likely to have at the very least stayed the same (due to being good the first 6 days) or put on a couple of pounds. She says I am always welcome and they will help me get to my goals. (Which I am very grateful for, of course).
My problem is the shame of going tomorrow night having never lost an official pound on SW then maybe also gaining on my WI.
I know it sounds pathetic but i want to power through my shame (!!!!) and go - any words of advice or know anyone at your group who has done anything so daft???
Sorry for rambling - thanks for any words
Em xxxx