Roch
Minimins gal x
Helloooo and good morning everyone,the sun is shining and i am feeling happy.
The reason why i am feeling like this is on Thursday i went to see my gp and broke down big time and was crying non stop and told her that i am finding life so hard at the momment and cant face being like this any more.
She said did i not get her message last week saying that i could do LT and she thinks its a really good plan for me and she wants me to do it.
I said to her that i am not happy losing weight normally and need to take the food out of the equation and becuase i will be monitored weekly by the medical proffession i can SS again and of course have her permission.She has also referrred me to an obesity clinic to monitor me and keep a close eye on me and the clinic is a 3 min walk from my home in the local hospital,and i live on the grounds of the hospital so it seems like everything is falling into place 4 me at last.
So i feel chuffed big time i cant explain how i felt when i was officially taken off Cd by the head office but i am not going to give up "failure is not an option for me" i will Ss and starting Monday morning i am back on the wagon with a massive smile on my face .
Yesterday i had a lovely day i met Pam aka Ladyinlondon and spent the day with her and i have not laughed so much in years,so thanks Pam for such a lovely day.Pam and i are starting Lt together on Monday and we r going to meet up once a week for a water LOL.
I accomplished something yesterday,it might sound mad 2 most of u but over the last yer i have practically become housebound and since i sold my car 4 months ago i only leave the house when someone takes me in the car to the supermarket once every few weeks and i try to avoid that by shopping online,but yesterday i took the bull by the horn and went out and went on a bus for the first time in 12 years i asked Aaron to walk me to the bus stop and wait for me till the bus comes,talk about role reversal LOL.
I made sure i sat on a single seat although i was spilling over the sides as i did not want anyone to be squashed sitting next to me on a normal seat,i went on 5 busses and when i got home i was shattered i have not been out all day for a long time and weighing 27.9 and walking about quite a bit swelled my feet and ankles bady,but u know what it was an accomplishment for me,something most peeps take for granted and for me it was a big thing.
So tomorrow i will SS again and it will be the first day of my "Lipotrim Journey with close supervision " and i know it is going to be a very long journey and i know i have posted this so many times that i am restarting a diet or ssing but all i can say is that i hope and pray that this one will be my last time.
Hope u all have a good day,take care xxx
SORRY THIS IS ON MY DAIRY AS WELL JUST WANTED TO POST AS WELL ON THIS THREAD AS I WILL BE ONE OF LOT ON MONDAY !!
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The reason why i am feeling like this is on Thursday i went to see my gp and broke down big time and was crying non stop and told her that i am finding life so hard at the momment and cant face being like this any more.
She said did i not get her message last week saying that i could do LT and she thinks its a really good plan for me and she wants me to do it.
I said to her that i am not happy losing weight normally and need to take the food out of the equation and becuase i will be monitored weekly by the medical proffession i can SS again and of course have her permission.She has also referrred me to an obesity clinic to monitor me and keep a close eye on me and the clinic is a 3 min walk from my home in the local hospital,and i live on the grounds of the hospital so it seems like everything is falling into place 4 me at last.
So i feel chuffed big time i cant explain how i felt when i was officially taken off Cd by the head office but i am not going to give up "failure is not an option for me" i will Ss and starting Monday morning i am back on the wagon with a massive smile on my face .
Yesterday i had a lovely day i met Pam aka Ladyinlondon and spent the day with her and i have not laughed so much in years,so thanks Pam for such a lovely day.Pam and i are starting Lt together on Monday and we r going to meet up once a week for a water LOL.
I accomplished something yesterday,it might sound mad 2 most of u but over the last yer i have practically become housebound and since i sold my car 4 months ago i only leave the house when someone takes me in the car to the supermarket once every few weeks and i try to avoid that by shopping online,but yesterday i took the bull by the horn and went out and went on a bus for the first time in 12 years i asked Aaron to walk me to the bus stop and wait for me till the bus comes,talk about role reversal LOL.
I made sure i sat on a single seat although i was spilling over the sides as i did not want anyone to be squashed sitting next to me on a normal seat,i went on 5 busses and when i got home i was shattered i have not been out all day for a long time and weighing 27.9 and walking about quite a bit swelled my feet and ankles bady,but u know what it was an accomplishment for me,something most peeps take for granted and for me it was a big thing.
So tomorrow i will SS again and it will be the first day of my "Lipotrim Journey with close supervision " and i know it is going to be a very long journey and i know i have posted this so many times that i am restarting a diet or ssing but all i can say is that i hope and pray that this one will be my last time.
Hope u all have a good day,take care xxx
SORRY THIS IS ON MY DAIRY AS WELL JUST WANTED TO POST AS WELL ON THIS THREAD AS I WILL BE ONE OF LOT ON MONDAY !!
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