STINKERBELLE
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Day two on Lipotrim. The mornings have been quite easy actually, as it's the busiest time of the day for me, but as the 4-5pm lull sets in I have nothing but food on my mind. This empty feeling in my stomach doesn't hurt it just feels different. I'm used to covering this feeling up with food, which would explain why I was always putting food in my mouth.
Day two is definitely harder than day one and the motivation I had yesterday that I CAN do this, now has a question mark after it. I can do this, right? I am strong enough to see this through, aren't I? I do want to lose the weight bad enough, that's no question -- but will I truly be able to resist food altogether?
I would think it would be a lot easier if I didn't have meals to make for the family - the smells are destroying my will power! Well, obviously not completely destroying it - as I've run to the computer to post this rather than shove food in my face.
If this is only day two, I'm going to rely on this site a lot more than I imagined for support and encouragement. My husband can only see me struggle, he can't possibly understand - he's 10 stone and struggles to keep it on! -some people have all the luck!
I just keep thinking of the next time I see my family and friends back home and how happy my Mom will be to see the pounds shed, this time for good. And of course I think of my kids, being able to keep up with them and play with them on the swingset. I want my 6 year old son to be proud to see his Mom waiting for him after school. I know it's only a matter of time before one of his friends points out that his mom is fat.
Oh please just let me get through making the dinner-- I wish I could make dinners for the entire week in one day so that I wouldn't have to go through this again - oh GOD it smells so good!!!:cry:
I CAN do this...right?
Day two is definitely harder than day one and the motivation I had yesterday that I CAN do this, now has a question mark after it. I can do this, right? I am strong enough to see this through, aren't I? I do want to lose the weight bad enough, that's no question -- but will I truly be able to resist food altogether?
I would think it would be a lot easier if I didn't have meals to make for the family - the smells are destroying my will power! Well, obviously not completely destroying it - as I've run to the computer to post this rather than shove food in my face.
If this is only day two, I'm going to rely on this site a lot more than I imagined for support and encouragement. My husband can only see me struggle, he can't possibly understand - he's 10 stone and struggles to keep it on! -some people have all the luck!
I just keep thinking of the next time I see my family and friends back home and how happy my Mom will be to see the pounds shed, this time for good. And of course I think of my kids, being able to keep up with them and play with them on the swingset. I want my 6 year old son to be proud to see his Mom waiting for him after school. I know it's only a matter of time before one of his friends points out that his mom is fat.
Oh please just let me get through making the dinner-- I wish I could make dinners for the entire week in one day so that I wouldn't have to go through this again - oh GOD it smells so good!!!:cry:
I CAN do this...right?