SARAHP
Silver Member
Well here I am 2 weeks before my dream Florida holiday and weighing more than Ive ever done before!! I am disgusted in myself as Ive put 5 stone on since doing cd first time and im the biggest horriblest ive ever felt and could cry.
I know im not going to do the things I want on hols as im very self concious and will worry everyones laughing at the fat girl!!!
Ive no excuses either as hubby is a cd counsellor as of 3 months ago so the stuffs here but ive just been the biggest pig in the sty!!!
Weve booked to swim with dolphins but theres no way im going to fit in a wetsuit or jacket and im going to ruin the holiday by being so miserable.
Ive decided to try ss for the 2 weeks to see if I can shift a stone but im still going to be the buffalo of the group and if I dont come back its because ive been harpooned at discovery cove as a beached whale!!
I know im not going to do the things I want on hols as im very self concious and will worry everyones laughing at the fat girl!!!
Ive no excuses either as hubby is a cd counsellor as of 3 months ago so the stuffs here but ive just been the biggest pig in the sty!!!
Weve booked to swim with dolphins but theres no way im going to fit in a wetsuit or jacket and im going to ruin the holiday by being so miserable.
Ive decided to try ss for the 2 weeks to see if I can shift a stone but im still going to be the buffalo of the group and if I dont come back its because ive been harpooned at discovery cove as a beached whale!!