Trini_Divine
Finally getting surgery
:break_diet: I'm so mad at myself right now. Day two and I've cheated. No matter how much I tried to talk myself out of it..even when the food was on the plate...it just didn't work :sigh:
I tried to sleep so the day would pass by. Didn't work. Tried reading, doing wordsearch, chatting online, reading threads - Didn't work!!
But the thing is... I don't really want to give up. Not again! It's sooo hard. Why can't I just stick to it? I have no excuses. It's simply a lack of willpower? I dunno! Dammit!!!
What is 790? I am on SS - 3 packs a day, 4 - 6 litres of water a day. I am ok all day and as soon as the afternoon hits I feel like I have to eat everything in sight!!!
The funny thing is, when I'm not on a 'diet' I don't eat that much. I can go the whole day without eating food and not even realise unless I've got major hunger pains. As soon as I'm restricted I think about food 24/7. The mind is an amazing thing.
what to do, what to do, what to do???
I tried to sleep so the day would pass by. Didn't work. Tried reading, doing wordsearch, chatting online, reading threads - Didn't work!!
But the thing is... I don't really want to give up. Not again! It's sooo hard. Why can't I just stick to it? I have no excuses. It's simply a lack of willpower? I dunno! Dammit!!!
What is 790? I am on SS - 3 packs a day, 4 - 6 litres of water a day. I am ok all day and as soon as the afternoon hits I feel like I have to eat everything in sight!!!
The funny thing is, when I'm not on a 'diet' I don't eat that much. I can go the whole day without eating food and not even realise unless I've got major hunger pains. As soon as I'm restricted I think about food 24/7. The mind is an amazing thing.
what to do, what to do, what to do???