juliebags
Silver Member
Well after lots of debating whether to go online or not,,, i decided to be brave and rejoin my local group again , terrified, i could feel my anxiety rising up and a hot flush about to strike,,,,,,panic over, my old consultant remembered me, she was very kind, and said she would convieniently not draw attention to me on my first week , until i was abit more confident , this really put me at ease, so i have come home armed with as many books i could afford to buy !!! I shall start tommorrow!!! Not a cop out but already had tea planned for today and a bottle of wine chilling, joining this morning was an after thought having syked myself up , i am going to spend the evening planning next few days meals,,,, i have got such along way to go ,,, so baby steps !!