awwww guys thank you so much for all your support. Yes I really have been feeling like a miserable git and its just cos throughout the entire diet I havent been able to think about food and its a constant battle with me telling my belly that "no you are not getting food"
That is a good point about the gym, but I have been feeling like this forever! I only started gym last week and I feel its been a turning point because it takes my mind off things. Ive had a long hard think about everything and I know that no matter what I could not and would not give up. This diet is the only thing that has worked for me so far and fair enough its making me into a food psycho but the pounds are disappearing.
Thank you to everyone who said I was an inspiration to them. that means alot to me. Ive tried really hard on this diet and have been so determined but I guess there comes a time when we all feel down
I have been really depressed lately because my hair is falling out. Alot! Its gone very thin and limp. I had amazing hair before, everyone loved my hair before but now its just gone disgusting and I just keep it tied because I have had enough of people telling me that my hair looks so thin!
I want to carry on. I will carry on. Im gonna take it a day at a time and just get back on track. I dont have time to take a break and wait till I feel better about myself because I really dont know when that will happen.
Another thing I noticed was that I have been feeling like this more recently because I havent been coming online much and this place has always been my lifeline. whenever I have felt like I might cheat Ive just logged on. Ive just been so busy with things but until I get my head straight Im gonna be glued to this place
On a happier note, I went into town today just to figure out what size I am now.. and I am an 18 on top... and a 20 bottom!!! I used to be a size 24 bottom and 22 top before
so Im clinging to that thought every time I feel like I wanna cheat.
Sorry wont bore you all anymore but thank you so so much for all your support, means alot to me xxx