rose1987
reaching my goal
Hi all,
Today has been a struggle badly all i can think about was food it felt like i was going mad my body felt awful like a pain . I know it probably sounds stupid but it was what i felt these voices in my head were telling me what to eat images running through my brain ... Then i walked to the fridge and stuffed my face all in the space of 5mins i binged . I wanted to cry so i told my partner and he looked at me with disapointment , i understand because i was doing so well and know im a huge disapointment . Why do i do it to myself it wasnt as if i enjoyed it .
Today has been a struggle badly all i can think about was food it felt like i was going mad my body felt awful like a pain . I know it probably sounds stupid but it was what i felt these voices in my head were telling me what to eat images running through my brain ... Then i walked to the fridge and stuffed my face all in the space of 5mins i binged . I wanted to cry so i told my partner and he looked at me with disapointment , i understand because i was doing so well and know im a huge disapointment . Why do i do it to myself it wasnt as if i enjoyed it .