jayne23
Full Member
woke this morning feeling rubbish about everything really, weight is just going up and up, and have tried and failed time and time again to get back on cambridge. Got to 10stone 10 a few years ago with LL, and have lost 2 stone more recently on cd.
am now back up to 14 stone 6 this morning.
feel breathless on walking up the stairs although i regularly walk 10 miles outdoors. Have a gym membership that I never use.
none of my clothes fit, my boobs (which I had reduced after my big weight loss are almost back to where they were before, ie jumping out of my bra
my ankles and knees hurt as well. Trouble is when I'm stressed out like this I feel starving hungry and tend to be found in the kitchen eating, don't even bother sitting down, just shovel it in
I know I'm not the only one out there to feel like this and I need to pull it back and get some control back in my life
I am making steps to sort out my worklife which involves shifts, nights, working on my days off and has no pattern where I can get a routine, and I start a new role next week which involves working mon to fri during the day. Trouble is this comes with losing shift allowance (about £250 month) when I don't have any money to spare and have been working extra shifts to sort out my finances.
sorry to be moaning but I need to get this off my chest
I'm intending to get back on cambridge today as I know that the weight starts to drop off quickly and a couple of weeks will leave me feeling much stronger and more in control. However if I go by previous attempts by 3pm will have my head in the fridge again. Not helped by the fact that I have to go to a meeting at lunchtime with what they tell me is a "lovely lunch". Can I be strong, I don't know. am such a failure that probably not. Rant over now, going to drink some water
am now back up to 14 stone 6 this morning.
feel breathless on walking up the stairs although i regularly walk 10 miles outdoors. Have a gym membership that I never use.
none of my clothes fit, my boobs (which I had reduced after my big weight loss are almost back to where they were before, ie jumping out of my bra
my ankles and knees hurt as well. Trouble is when I'm stressed out like this I feel starving hungry and tend to be found in the kitchen eating, don't even bother sitting down, just shovel it in
I know I'm not the only one out there to feel like this and I need to pull it back and get some control back in my life
I am making steps to sort out my worklife which involves shifts, nights, working on my days off and has no pattern where I can get a routine, and I start a new role next week which involves working mon to fri during the day. Trouble is this comes with losing shift allowance (about £250 month) when I don't have any money to spare and have been working extra shifts to sort out my finances.
sorry to be moaning but I need to get this off my chest
I'm intending to get back on cambridge today as I know that the weight starts to drop off quickly and a couple of weeks will leave me feeling much stronger and more in control. However if I go by previous attempts by 3pm will have my head in the fridge again. Not helped by the fact that I have to go to a meeting at lunchtime with what they tell me is a "lovely lunch". Can I be strong, I don't know. am such a failure that probably not. Rant over now, going to drink some water