Well this is the first time ive written in here as I need some support, Ive just completed my 3rd week. I was doing sooooo well up until yesterday. My mum has come over to visit me from South Africa and my sister and I took her out as she wanted to go to the local italian. It is our favourite restaurant and as good as Ive been for the the last 3 weeks. I just couldnt resist the great food there!! I feel horrible and dissapointed in myself as I really dont want to mess things up and to think that I have set myself back now really frustrates me. It was really tough this last week.
Ive been reading the stories on here and everyone is so supportive. All my friends and family know that I am doing this but are really unsupportive as they feel it is unhealthy and dont understand why I would do it. But I just want to feel good again like I did when I was slimmer. I am really hard on myself and am just hoping that this does not spell the end for me. I think I just need to go forward and carry on tomorrow with no more cheating. I havent completely screwed up! Have I?? :cry:
Ive been reading the stories on here and everyone is so supportive. All my friends and family know that I am doing this but are really unsupportive as they feel it is unhealthy and dont understand why I would do it. But I just want to feel good again like I did when I was slimmer. I am really hard on myself and am just hoping that this does not spell the end for me. I think I just need to go forward and carry on tomorrow with no more cheating. I havent completely screwed up! Have I?? :cry: