Hey Jon,
Heavens, you are not rambling and thanks for taking the time out to 'cheer' me on.
This IS the hardest journey of all. I wish it was alcohol I had to give up instead of food....don't need alcohol...but FOOD, man, its all around, winking from every corner and we do need to eat, but WHAT and HOW MUCH....ugh.
Spurred on from all you lovely folk, its batten down the hatches...this is WAR baby....can't let it beat me.
Starting to like myself a bit more again...well my fighting spirit anyway!!