You look great Caroline and are doing really well on this diet, I think you can notice a change in you from your pictures.
As painful as taking (and looking at) the pictures is, even if you don't really look at them just yet, they will become easier to look at as you loose weight and you can see how far you have come.
My CDC took pics on my first night and then again 4 weeks later but has gone on holiday without sending them through to me. I thought that I wouldn't want to look at them but now am curious, and she isn't back for another 2 weeks!!