Chocobo
Full Member
Diary entry 8th August 2013
It is 1am in the morning (really on the 9th) Sitting here feeling sick to my stomach looking at myself, in the mirror or even when i look down, my arms rest on my gut...
I want to eat, ill start the diet tomorrow, NO i can not keep doing this, been on the 'slim fast' diet, does not work when i keep eating all the time!
I have to accept it is my fault i am this size, wake up tomorrow, cut the portions, drink more water, no snacking on chocolate or thinking there are no snacks and making a whole meal by accident -_-
MUST believe in myself, will be interesting, best friends birthday tomorrow, portion control!
Me this evening, will update every Monday! If i dont someone shout at me
Date - 8th August
Weight - 18stone 2lbs
Clothing size - Top 20, Trouser 22-24
My Start, my new beginning!
It is 1am in the morning (really on the 9th) Sitting here feeling sick to my stomach looking at myself, in the mirror or even when i look down, my arms rest on my gut...
I want to eat, ill start the diet tomorrow, NO i can not keep doing this, been on the 'slim fast' diet, does not work when i keep eating all the time!
I have to accept it is my fault i am this size, wake up tomorrow, cut the portions, drink more water, no snacking on chocolate or thinking there are no snacks and making a whole meal by accident -_-
MUST believe in myself, will be interesting, best friends birthday tomorrow, portion control!
Me this evening, will update every Monday! If i dont someone shout at me


Date - 8th August
Weight - 18stone 2lbs
Clothing size - Top 20, Trouser 22-24
My Start, my new beginning!