Roch
Minimins gal x
Hey everyone,well its me back again.Have been feeling very sorry for myself recently.Yes i have had a bout of Sciatica and was in lots of pain and have had a few other minor halth problems recently but i have allowed myself to sink further and further into self pity and depression and "enough is enough" i cant allow myself to carry on like this.
My Sciatica is def getting better and i am a bit more mobile now thank god.
The problem is i am so unhappy with myself that my weight is controlling every aspect of my life 24 hrs a day.
I want to Ss again i need to try and loose some weight but am finding it very hard to pull myself up again and start being motivated.
So pls pls pls i need some support and a reall hard kick up the arse.
I know so many if u have read me posting that i am depserated to lose weight and have failed so many times but all i can say is that i have 2 try and try till i sucseec.
When my Sciatica was really bad 4 days or so and i could not even get out of my bed, my son Aaron had to get me out of bed and dresses, i was told to get to hospital but i could not call an ambulance but i did not as i felt so shame as they would not be able to lift my fat body down the stairs so i suffered in pain instead.
I THINK THAT WAS MY LOWEST POINT IN MY LIFE, WHAT WOULD OF HAPPENED IF I HAD A LIFE THREATENING ILLNESS I WOULD OF DIED IN MY HOME !!!
I cant carry on no more like this i need some help pls !
My Sciatica is def getting better and i am a bit more mobile now thank god.
The problem is i am so unhappy with myself that my weight is controlling every aspect of my life 24 hrs a day.
I want to Ss again i need to try and loose some weight but am finding it very hard to pull myself up again and start being motivated.
So pls pls pls i need some support and a reall hard kick up the arse.
I know so many if u have read me posting that i am depserated to lose weight and have failed so many times but all i can say is that i have 2 try and try till i sucseec.
When my Sciatica was really bad 4 days or so and i could not even get out of my bed, my son Aaron had to get me out of bed and dresses, i was told to get to hospital but i could not call an ambulance but i did not as i felt so shame as they would not be able to lift my fat body down the stairs so i suffered in pain instead.
I THINK THAT WAS MY LOWEST POINT IN MY LIFE, WHAT WOULD OF HAPPENED IF I HAD A LIFE THREATENING ILLNESS I WOULD OF DIED IN MY HOME !!!
I cant carry on no more like this i need some help pls !