Since been back from holiday i havnt gone a day without eating something ive just made my hubbys pack up and was cutting cheese up and ended up eating a chunk !!!! I wouldnt mind but normally i wouldnt even touch cheese its just not my thing im been really stupid but i cant seem to stop my self. I hate to say this but i hope i put weight ON !!!! this week to teach me a lesson because no matter how much i have a word with myself it just seems like im not listening i wake up every morning and say to my self today im going to be good today im just going to have my shakes and my water but no i bugger it up every day god im mad with myself but ive got away with it so far i couldnt belive it last week when i lost 4lb no one was more amazed than me i deserve to put weight on and the cheese isnt the only thing ive had today ive had 6 pringles,1slice of bread and butter some curry and 2 squares of chocolate!!!!!!!!!!!! im really sorry but its like going to confession i just needed to get all this of my chest has anybody got any suggestions on how i can sort myself out please help me !!!!!