ThinDilema
Full Member
What am i?
Im a daughter
A Girlfriend
A Friend
A Sister
A Member of this forum
Im an average person
Im allowed to feel pain, hurt, anger, grief, love...im allowed this...yet i deny myself of it everyday..
Just because you wernt good enough for somebody doesn't mean that you have to change, doesn't mean you have to cause yourself pain, you don't have to be ill!
He cheated on you...alot, you should tell him where to go, why don't you...you think nobody will ever look at you, not even in an attractive way, you dont see anything attractive, personality, ability to laugh, being caring...nothing. You get pulled from pully to post and still do whatever he asks. Your head filled with 'those' girls......perfect something you could never match up to....
You were never good enough for her either...she ripped your work up, told you you would never achieve, told you nothing was good enough...
All this inside your head...making you ill...
This is your chance!
I WILL LOSE THIS SHELL AND COMPLETE MY JOURNEY AND I WILL NOT USE IT AS AN EXCUSE TO BECOME ILL TO HURT THEM!!
You will no longer abuse yourself in order to hurt those around you for all the pain they've caused you...you will forgive, put it in the past and move forward...you cannot carry the world on your own, let it be released and with it release yourself!
Free yourself of those memories, those negative feelings, this shell you coat yourself in and fly to achieve YOUR goals, not those others have set for you...you are a strong person who will conqure anything she wants....
Go and show them that they no longer hold you prisoner.
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Sorry that needed to be posted somewhere i could not hide from, its too easy to delete and revert back...i hope you can appriciate this
xxx
Im a daughter
A Girlfriend
A Friend
A Sister
A Member of this forum
Im an average person
Im allowed to feel pain, hurt, anger, grief, love...im allowed this...yet i deny myself of it everyday..
Just because you wernt good enough for somebody doesn't mean that you have to change, doesn't mean you have to cause yourself pain, you don't have to be ill!
He cheated on you...alot, you should tell him where to go, why don't you...you think nobody will ever look at you, not even in an attractive way, you dont see anything attractive, personality, ability to laugh, being caring...nothing. You get pulled from pully to post and still do whatever he asks. Your head filled with 'those' girls......perfect something you could never match up to....
You were never good enough for her either...she ripped your work up, told you you would never achieve, told you nothing was good enough...
All this inside your head...making you ill...
This is your chance!
I WILL LOSE THIS SHELL AND COMPLETE MY JOURNEY AND I WILL NOT USE IT AS AN EXCUSE TO BECOME ILL TO HURT THEM!!
You will no longer abuse yourself in order to hurt those around you for all the pain they've caused you...you will forgive, put it in the past and move forward...you cannot carry the world on your own, let it be released and with it release yourself!
Free yourself of those memories, those negative feelings, this shell you coat yourself in and fly to achieve YOUR goals, not those others have set for you...you are a strong person who will conqure anything she wants....
Go and show them that they no longer hold you prisoner.
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Sorry that needed to be posted somewhere i could not hide from, its too easy to delete and revert back...i hope you can appriciate this
xxx