It's taken me ages to decide to write this.
As some of you may know, this diet has not always come easy to me. Some of you can do this 100% SS but I have not always managed to stick to it 100%. I have not done TOO bad though, I have managed to lose 34lb in 11 weeks. Not very good by some of the standards on here, but I've done it.
Anyway, I am 8lb from my goal of 10st 7lb (I will probably drop that to 10st once I reach 10st 7lb). Last night I went to my friends house party. I was the talk of the place, some people honestly didn't recognise me and I felt G R E A T!!
My problem is this - the more people are saying how good I look, and how amazing a difference there is, the more I am eating:cry:. I cannot stop myself. I know what I am doing, I just can't stop. I have only got 3 weeks today until my holiday, I can't afford to spoil it now. Even though I am aware of it, I can't seem to curb my eating:cry::cry:. I want people to compliment me in one way, and I dont want it in another, do you know what I mean? I am even panicing as I am writing:wave_cry:. So, I've got 20 days beginning tomorrow, I NEED to get back on track.
So, got the scales out of the boot of the car and I've put 2lb since Wednesday. My weigh in is two days early next week becasue my CDC is going on holiday for 17 days. I get weighed on Monday:cry:.
HELP - what can I do to get back into this? I haven't had a 'meal' - I've just picked but I know I have to nip it in the bud NOW. Sorry to be a pain, I just need to admit what I am doing and hope you girls will give me the kick up the a**e I need x
As some of you may know, this diet has not always come easy to me. Some of you can do this 100% SS but I have not always managed to stick to it 100%. I have not done TOO bad though, I have managed to lose 34lb in 11 weeks. Not very good by some of the standards on here, but I've done it.
Anyway, I am 8lb from my goal of 10st 7lb (I will probably drop that to 10st once I reach 10st 7lb). Last night I went to my friends house party. I was the talk of the place, some people honestly didn't recognise me and I felt G R E A T!!
My problem is this - the more people are saying how good I look, and how amazing a difference there is, the more I am eating:cry:. I cannot stop myself. I know what I am doing, I just can't stop. I have only got 3 weeks today until my holiday, I can't afford to spoil it now. Even though I am aware of it, I can't seem to curb my eating:cry::cry:. I want people to compliment me in one way, and I dont want it in another, do you know what I mean? I am even panicing as I am writing:wave_cry:. So, I've got 20 days beginning tomorrow, I NEED to get back on track.
So, got the scales out of the boot of the car and I've put 2lb since Wednesday. My weigh in is two days early next week becasue my CDC is going on holiday for 17 days. I get weighed on Monday:cry:.
HELP - what can I do to get back into this? I haven't had a 'meal' - I've just picked but I know I have to nip it in the bud NOW. Sorry to be a pain, I just need to admit what I am doing and hope you girls will give me the kick up the a**e I need x