Hello PolishRose
I remember you too. No, agree with the others, YOU DO NOT WANT THE HAM, I repeat, YOU DO NOT WANT THE HAM! Picture it in your head, covered with maggots & slimy & smelly, keep yourself busy, have a nice cup of tea, or glass of water, but don't give in. It'll just make it harder and take you longer to get into the wonder of ketosis.
Stay strong & focussed - you can do it.
x