wow 4.5 is alot... im having around 2-3 lts.. i think once i start seeing a result ill be more motivated, its still early days, but im detirmend to stick to it, as i wanna be nice and slim for my wedding, i cant bear thinking of looking like this, also for myself mainly ive always been overweight all my life and its so bloody depressing, im sure you all know how it feels, if im going out ill raid my cupboard and still be unhappy no matter what i wear, i dont even want to take care of my hair or make up anymore, and im a bloody Hairdresser, lollllll so yeah hopefully im thinking if i work hard for a few months i call actually dress and look good the way i want to... my ex-best friend is a bloody stick size 6 so all my life ive been standing next to her feeling little so i want to shock her and show her that i can look better!!! lol i know its bitchy but i cant wait!!!!