tisseltass
Full Member
AAAAAAGGGH! GRAAAH! ARGGGH!
Sorry, it's just. Today is a bloody hard day! Darnit! It's hard! I just wan't to scream a bit.
There, phew. Feels a little bit better. But. Darnit! Stupid god damn food obsession, stupid overweight tummy and clothes that don't fit. Damn those darn boots that don't fit my calfs, the god damn openfire made pizza that I love, all the things I'm missing right now, the butter and bread, creamy stupid 1500 kcalorie pastas that are so freaking delicious. The cinnamon buns, the jams... The toasts. The god damn grilled cheese! YUMMIE! But no. Here I am, me and my chubby god damn tummy, my heavy legs, the tired body to which nothing fits! I miss buying a ton of buns, making tea and just EAT myself through a tv-show, forgetting about my day. Eating a bit more. Almost falling asleep on the coach from being so full. I miss the comfort that food gives me... I miss it a lot.
Sorry, it's just. Today is a bloody hard day! Darnit! It's hard! I just wan't to scream a bit.
There, phew. Feels a little bit better. But. Darnit! Stupid god damn food obsession, stupid overweight tummy and clothes that don't fit. Damn those darn boots that don't fit my calfs, the god damn openfire made pizza that I love, all the things I'm missing right now, the butter and bread, creamy stupid 1500 kcalorie pastas that are so freaking delicious. The cinnamon buns, the jams... The toasts. The god damn grilled cheese! YUMMIE! But no. Here I am, me and my chubby god damn tummy, my heavy legs, the tired body to which nothing fits! I miss buying a ton of buns, making tea and just EAT myself through a tv-show, forgetting about my day. Eating a bit more. Almost falling asleep on the coach from being so full. I miss the comfort that food gives me... I miss it a lot.
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