*Anewme*
Bring On The New Me!
Well i figured if i wrote a diary here i could get my frustrations out and just feel better for letting things out!
Im Rae, i have 2 children and am getting married in August 2011. I have about 4st-4st n half to loose. My main goal would be to be a size 10. Im 14stone atm. :sigh: My weight problems proberly started when i was about 9-10. I started puberty you see which meant i was one of the first in my class/year. So everyone would bully me and the other girl because we were different. I started to get boobs and grow a fuller figure not big at all just the 'right' size.. But because they still had the child figure they saw me as fat and ugly, I even used to wear baggy tops and things trying to hide beneath them, which proberly made things worse coz i looked bigger.. This went on till i left school at 15 (i did my GCSE's just i turnt 16 in the holidays lol) i remember one time getting changed at the swimming pool and one of the girls kept yanking my towel just so they could laugh at me i had to run out to the teacher with just a towel. Then i moved schools bout 3 times which made things worse as i found it hard to trust people to become friends with. Vicious circle really... Anyways im rambling.
I start CD SS on Saturday the 8th and will proberly need this site more than ever. You girls that have all gone through or going through atm are such inspirations. One of the main reasons i decided to do this diet was through reading peoples stories on here so thank you girls. I hope you can support me and i hope i can return the favour!
I WILL be that yummy mummy bride in August 2011!!! i CAN n WILL do this! FOR ME!!!
Im Rae, i have 2 children and am getting married in August 2011. I have about 4st-4st n half to loose. My main goal would be to be a size 10. Im 14stone atm. :sigh: My weight problems proberly started when i was about 9-10. I started puberty you see which meant i was one of the first in my class/year. So everyone would bully me and the other girl because we were different. I started to get boobs and grow a fuller figure not big at all just the 'right' size.. But because they still had the child figure they saw me as fat and ugly, I even used to wear baggy tops and things trying to hide beneath them, which proberly made things worse coz i looked bigger.. This went on till i left school at 15 (i did my GCSE's just i turnt 16 in the holidays lol) i remember one time getting changed at the swimming pool and one of the girls kept yanking my towel just so they could laugh at me i had to run out to the teacher with just a towel. Then i moved schools bout 3 times which made things worse as i found it hard to trust people to become friends with. Vicious circle really... Anyways im rambling.
I start CD SS on Saturday the 8th and will proberly need this site more than ever. You girls that have all gone through or going through atm are such inspirations. One of the main reasons i decided to do this diet was through reading peoples stories on here so thank you girls. I hope you can support me and i hope i can return the favour!
I WILL be that yummy mummy bride in August 2011!!! i CAN n WILL do this! FOR ME!!!