Hey Sweeties,
Finally got time to sit down and to update you all..
Firstly, I wanted to say thank you for all your messages and pm's since I posted this morning, it means a lot to have you all here for me.
So where do I start...
As most of you know I had two bereavements and a car accident last year, the latter of which has prevented me from going to the gym and losing my job etc. I found out yesterday that my GP has not been doing his job properly and therefore my claim for things like Poppy's Car Seat has come to an abrupt halt, I'm devastated as this has been gong on since the beginning of September and although out of pocket I just held out hope that it would be sorted eventually and now I'm not so sure :-( Aside from that my diagnosis from the consultant is far worse than I could ever have imagined, I'm looking at another 6months minimum for recovery which means no gym no classes no nothing really for about 18 months since the accident in total,gutted.com :-(
I am a bubbly person but also very private and there are things which I haven't spoken about on here, I have a couple of medical conditions and those despite a huge upped dosage of medication are not improving, I feel like I'm losing the battle with my health if I'm honest.
So there's the doom and gloom of the past 24hours or so, I do have one piece of news....Poppy's Dad who I'm not with but is probably one of my closest friends has booked to go away to Butlins and then Wales and we leave on Friday, him along with my parents are devastated with the diagnosis and they've also booked for us to go away in August for 5 Days. I think we know in our hearts that these will be our last holidays in a long long while as I'm going to be spending a lot of time in Appointments.
I'm sorry that I have waffled on and I'm sorry that I haven't been entirely honest about my health but I'm just not one for talking about it.
Lots of Love to each and everyone of you and I'm sorry that I haven't been there to support you in your individual journeys. I will attempt to get round diaries later but I struggle to focus on the screen with the medication that I've been put on.
Serena xxxxx