Hey folks. It's been a long time I guess and it's not been a easy time.
After my first successful week I had to stop LT because i somehow contracted swine flu and I've only just gotten over it.
So i'm happy to launch myself back into it.
Unfortunatly flu is not my biggest problem.
Last night my boyfriend and i hit a standstill and i fear my heart will not take it.
Somethings been off for a while but I didn't think it was anything major until we had a talk about it. He says he doesn't know what to do. That he wasn't ready to move out and into a flat with me.
But the worst thing was that he said he didn't know if he wanted me anymore. He says he still loves me but that living together has put a strain on our relationship because he's always skint.
I don't want to not be with him. I think i need him more than he needs me. I don't know if he wants to break up with me.
He sent me a message this morning saying 'i don't know what to say. I'm sorry it's taken me all night to think of something to say but thats all i can say. if theres anything i can do to make this easier tell me'
I don't have the courage to ask if by 'this' he means breaking up or this current stand-off.
I'm sorry this has gotten so off subject, but you folks have always been so amazingly supportive that i thought perhaps you might help.:break_diet:
After my first successful week I had to stop LT because i somehow contracted swine flu and I've only just gotten over it.
So i'm happy to launch myself back into it.
Unfortunatly flu is not my biggest problem.
Last night my boyfriend and i hit a standstill and i fear my heart will not take it.
Somethings been off for a while but I didn't think it was anything major until we had a talk about it. He says he doesn't know what to do. That he wasn't ready to move out and into a flat with me.
But the worst thing was that he said he didn't know if he wanted me anymore. He says he still loves me but that living together has put a strain on our relationship because he's always skint.
I don't want to not be with him. I think i need him more than he needs me. I don't know if he wants to break up with me.
He sent me a message this morning saying 'i don't know what to say. I'm sorry it's taken me all night to think of something to say but thats all i can say. if theres anything i can do to make this easier tell me'
I don't have the courage to ask if by 'this' he means breaking up or this current stand-off.
I'm sorry this has gotten so off subject, but you folks have always been so amazingly supportive that i thought perhaps you might help.:break_diet: