vodaka999
Silver Member
Hi guys
I havent been on for sooo long what with college and work and the home i just havent had time and i also havent had time to count points properly ( so i tell myself ) and my bad days lately farrrrrrrrrr outweigh the good. Im off to my sisters party tonight and the outfit i want to wear still fits ( just ) but doesnt look as good as it did just a month or so ago
Im using too many things as an excuse to not eat properly, i have had a few days where i have done and i have exercised and i feel great on them days and bloated and icky on the days i binge out BUT even thinking of THAT feeling when i reach for the pies isnt enough to deter me
Im so mad with myself i havent really lost anything for months cos im hovering i lose one week and gain the next or sts and im so unhappy about it. I want my willpower back.
Im popping out now, have made a point of having some toast before i go and im drivig tonight so i can stick to diet coke. Anyway its nice to have put some things down on here, i know i need to get to the root of why i let things get out of control but for now i will just battle these demons lol
Nice to see you all again, i will read back through everyones success when i get back from shopping
I havent been on for sooo long what with college and work and the home i just havent had time and i also havent had time to count points properly ( so i tell myself ) and my bad days lately farrrrrrrrrr outweigh the good. Im off to my sisters party tonight and the outfit i want to wear still fits ( just ) but doesnt look as good as it did just a month or so ago
Im using too many things as an excuse to not eat properly, i have had a few days where i have done and i have exercised and i feel great on them days and bloated and icky on the days i binge out BUT even thinking of THAT feeling when i reach for the pies isnt enough to deter me
Im so mad with myself i havent really lost anything for months cos im hovering i lose one week and gain the next or sts and im so unhappy about it. I want my willpower back.
Im popping out now, have made a point of having some toast before i go and im drivig tonight so i can stick to diet coke. Anyway its nice to have put some things down on here, i know i need to get to the root of why i let things get out of control but for now i will just battle these demons lol
Nice to see you all again, i will read back through everyones success when i get back from shopping