Cookeh
Recovering Cookie Addict
OMG ladies (and gents too) I totally forgot to share this with you. Since Saturday 2 of my online friends plus my sisters bf have paid me compliments. The first 2 were that I looked amazing and that I looked pleasant (an odd expression but a positive one nonetheless). Then last night one of my online friends was looking through photos of my recent trip and announced that he thought I was "good looking and totally bonkable" haha OMG, well after I finished turning scarlet and dying of laughter I realised he was totally genuine and serious and its made not only my day, my year but also my millennium! Nobody has ever said anything like that to me before and after the initial awkwardness of realising my buddy fancies me (which he admitted, another first for me) it really did boost my self esteem no end. You see, even though I can see the difference in my appearance since losing weight I guess I still imagine other people don't see that, they see the old me. To actually have someone freely admit they find you attractive is something every formerly overweight person should experience, I can't even begin to describe how it made me feel, especially as its never happened before!
Anyway thought you might get a giggle out of that so had to share hehe now... if only the man I'm crazy about would realise how awesome I am all would be right in my world
Anyway thought you might get a giggle out of that so had to share hehe now... if only the man I'm crazy about would realise how awesome I am all would be right in my world