Kikikisses
Silver Member
So today I was walking through the local mall and a girl I was previously friends with walked by. Now we'd had a huge arguement years back and not talked since, I tried to reconcile but she was her normal stubborn self.
Any way onto the matter at hand, she still looks slender as ever and although her style has changed a little she still looks pretty much the same. The story for me is a little different though as I had moved to Scotland and gained the best part of 3 stone. Now despite the fact I am doing well losing on this plan and even today I resisted McDonalds which my friends all ate infront of me I still felt a bit worthless and as if had she caught my eye and seen me I'd get laughed at. I was insecure about myself back when I was friends with her but now today I just felt like a bloated mess.
I really wanna love myself and feel proud of my small but satisfying achievement but I just can't.
end of rant :/
Any way onto the matter at hand, she still looks slender as ever and although her style has changed a little she still looks pretty much the same. The story for me is a little different though as I had moved to Scotland and gained the best part of 3 stone. Now despite the fact I am doing well losing on this plan and even today I resisted McDonalds which my friends all ate infront of me I still felt a bit worthless and as if had she caught my eye and seen me I'd get laughed at. I was insecure about myself back when I was friends with her but now today I just felt like a bloated mess.
I really wanna love myself and feel proud of my small but satisfying achievement but I just can't.
end of rant :/