xMandyDx
Determination is Key
I'm going to level with you guys.. I've been terrible.
So far I've lost 3st, but my mojo is gone.
I had a health scare and had to have some laser surgery on my cervix which I was worried about the past couple of months, so I wasn't exactly 100% all the time, which meant that the last time I was weighed, I gained 2lb. I missed last weeks' WI as I was only out of the hospital after the surgery and felt yuck. But I know I'd have gained then too...and then all this week I've been super bad. Another gain is certainly on the cards.
I don't want this. I want to continue on the way I was before Xmas and get to target... I don't know what's stopping me. I guess I have lots of excuses but not one reason.
I feel really down about this. Even as I'm scoffing, I feel guilty, but keep doing it. Last night alone I had chocolate, sweets, and about 5 bags of crisps! I haven't had a binge like that in a long time, and now I just feel like a greedy pig. The days start off fine, and then just go to hell in a handbasket. I'm trying to give up smoking as well, which isn't helping.
I just need a kick in the bum and a stern talking to. Please help me get my mojo back
So far I've lost 3st, but my mojo is gone.
I had a health scare and had to have some laser surgery on my cervix which I was worried about the past couple of months, so I wasn't exactly 100% all the time, which meant that the last time I was weighed, I gained 2lb. I missed last weeks' WI as I was only out of the hospital after the surgery and felt yuck. But I know I'd have gained then too...and then all this week I've been super bad. Another gain is certainly on the cards.
I don't want this. I want to continue on the way I was before Xmas and get to target... I don't know what's stopping me. I guess I have lots of excuses but not one reason.
I feel really down about this. Even as I'm scoffing, I feel guilty, but keep doing it. Last night alone I had chocolate, sweets, and about 5 bags of crisps! I haven't had a binge like that in a long time, and now I just feel like a greedy pig. The days start off fine, and then just go to hell in a handbasket. I'm trying to give up smoking as well, which isn't helping.
I just need a kick in the bum and a stern talking to. Please help me get my mojo back