DramaQueen
Full Member
Day 14.
I just don't want to do anything. Had a hard weekend, really struggled - it's not even that I want to eat, I have commited to do this and I am going to. I just feel like all the fun has gone out of my life. I suppose what that should read is "all the food has gone out of my life"!
Yesterday we went out shopping and met up(unexpectedly) with some other members of the family (who do not know I am doing LL) as soon as we met them they said let's go and have lunch. I knew hubby was hungry so very graciously said you all go off and I will meet you all later as I have some shopping to do. I felt so sorry for myself as I walked aimlessly around the shops and sat for what seemed like hours nursing a peppermint tea. And, to be honest when I met up with them I was jolly (acting) but inside I wanted to kill my hubby, I actually felt like I hated him and I know it's not his fault, he has to eat"!"!!!
I went to bed early when we got home and hoped today would be a better day but I just want to sit around , as I feel so tired. I have a young child and today we should be at the park but the thought of it fills me with horror, I just can't be bothered (not like me). It is TOTM, so I suppose that is not helping. Also I feel so bloated (probably from all the water) but certainly don't feel like I have lost any weight. Is it normal to feel like this? Please tell me it doesn't last forever. Sorry for sounding so miserable - reading this message back I have depressed myself!:sigh:
I just don't want to do anything. Had a hard weekend, really struggled - it's not even that I want to eat, I have commited to do this and I am going to. I just feel like all the fun has gone out of my life. I suppose what that should read is "all the food has gone out of my life"!
Yesterday we went out shopping and met up(unexpectedly) with some other members of the family (who do not know I am doing LL) as soon as we met them they said let's go and have lunch. I knew hubby was hungry so very graciously said you all go off and I will meet you all later as I have some shopping to do. I felt so sorry for myself as I walked aimlessly around the shops and sat for what seemed like hours nursing a peppermint tea. And, to be honest when I met up with them I was jolly (acting) but inside I wanted to kill my hubby, I actually felt like I hated him and I know it's not his fault, he has to eat"!"!!!
I went to bed early when we got home and hoped today would be a better day but I just want to sit around , as I feel so tired. I have a young child and today we should be at the park but the thought of it fills me with horror, I just can't be bothered (not like me). It is TOTM, so I suppose that is not helping. Also I feel so bloated (probably from all the water) but certainly don't feel like I have lost any weight. Is it normal to feel like this? Please tell me it doesn't last forever. Sorry for sounding so miserable - reading this message back I have depressed myself!:sigh: