Ti@ra-M@ker
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I'm on day 7 of 790 and I feel so sleepy. Is this just me or is that normal?
It's maybe because I'm feeling so fed up. I'm a serial weigher and the scales haven't moved as much as I'd hoped. I'm thinking I've lost about 5lbs maybe. I know I'm impatient but I can't help it. I lost weight on CD earlier this year and put it back on again. I stupidly stopped for a break for my birthday and due to stresses in my life didn't go back to it. I can't belive I put it all back on again!! Anyway, It's really tedious having to start again when I know if I'd kept going I'd have been at target by now.
I remember saying last time how easy I found the diet (To be fair not the 1st week) and I'm not finding it at all easy now. I'm tired, grumpy and thinking about how deprived I am all the time. Generally just feeling a little sorry for myself.
I had thought of waiting till after xmas before starting again but i'd probably just put even more weight on so I decided just to start now.
I'm planning to stop for xmas day and straight back on to it. It'll be at least another month after that before I am at the lowest I was before.
Sorry for being a moan. I just needed to get it all off my chest. I'm feeling a little tearful and I'm mad at myself to letting myself get in this position in the 1st place.
I'm not going to cheat. I'm going to keep going and no doubt I'll start to feel happier when I see some results. I remember feeling so excited bout the diet last time and was constantly trying on clothes and loving getting into smaller sizes. I just wish I was back at that stage again. I need to feel better about myself again.
Anyway, I'll better go just now. Sorry for the moan.
Tx
It's maybe because I'm feeling so fed up. I'm a serial weigher and the scales haven't moved as much as I'd hoped. I'm thinking I've lost about 5lbs maybe. I know I'm impatient but I can't help it. I lost weight on CD earlier this year and put it back on again. I stupidly stopped for a break for my birthday and due to stresses in my life didn't go back to it. I can't belive I put it all back on again!! Anyway, It's really tedious having to start again when I know if I'd kept going I'd have been at target by now.
I remember saying last time how easy I found the diet (To be fair not the 1st week) and I'm not finding it at all easy now. I'm tired, grumpy and thinking about how deprived I am all the time. Generally just feeling a little sorry for myself.
I had thought of waiting till after xmas before starting again but i'd probably just put even more weight on so I decided just to start now.
I'm planning to stop for xmas day and straight back on to it. It'll be at least another month after that before I am at the lowest I was before.
Sorry for being a moan. I just needed to get it all off my chest. I'm feeling a little tearful and I'm mad at myself to letting myself get in this position in the 1st place.
I'm not going to cheat. I'm going to keep going and no doubt I'll start to feel happier when I see some results. I remember feeling so excited bout the diet last time and was constantly trying on clothes and loving getting into smaller sizes. I just wish I was back at that stage again. I need to feel better about myself again.
Anyway, I'll better go just now. Sorry for the moan.
Tx