Good morning everybody,
I cant help wondering if I have left it to late to enjoy any of the benefits of losing weight other than the health benefits.
I am losing weight and am happy that I am because I already feel lighter on my feet than I did before but I feel as though I am wasting my time.
What am I doing it for?
I started doing it because I want to be lovely, slim, healthy, look good, perhaps enjoy the company of the opposite sex again, feel confident and sexy and alluring etc but I feel that I have left it too late.
My skin will never go back to being how it should be.
I can feel loads of lumps and bumps under my skin which is the fat that has to come off, but I know my skin will never shrink enough.
I will look like a wizzened old bag and I dont want to. I want to be lovely.
I already am starting to get a wattle under my chin and am very aware of it.
I have had breast cancer and my boobs are already a mess because I couldnt wear a bra for a very long time and because I am heavy my boobs sagged a LOT, so now when I am losing weight this is going to get worse!
The skin on the top of my thighs is very soft and i'm sure it wont shrink as I lose weight but will just hang there like two empty pouches.
I am so down it's unbelievable.
Lynne x
THIS IS SO UNLIKE ME !!!
I cant help wondering if I have left it to late to enjoy any of the benefits of losing weight other than the health benefits.
I am losing weight and am happy that I am because I already feel lighter on my feet than I did before but I feel as though I am wasting my time.
What am I doing it for?
I started doing it because I want to be lovely, slim, healthy, look good, perhaps enjoy the company of the opposite sex again, feel confident and sexy and alluring etc but I feel that I have left it too late.
My skin will never go back to being how it should be.
I can feel loads of lumps and bumps under my skin which is the fat that has to come off, but I know my skin will never shrink enough.
I will look like a wizzened old bag and I dont want to. I want to be lovely.
I already am starting to get a wattle under my chin and am very aware of it.
I have had breast cancer and my boobs are already a mess because I couldnt wear a bra for a very long time and because I am heavy my boobs sagged a LOT, so now when I am losing weight this is going to get worse!
The skin on the top of my thighs is very soft and i'm sure it wont shrink as I lose weight but will just hang there like two empty pouches.
I am so down it's unbelievable.
Lynne x
THIS IS SO UNLIKE ME !!!