newbie with a new start a bit late in the year tho!
Im so depressed, im over 16.7 st, started back on what little packs I have of CD yesterday and jumped on the scales today, ( I havent been on them for 2 weeks) I was 225 lbs then and I'm now im 232llbs god help me! I look in the mirror and my face is so round and swollen looking, i feel so unattractive even thou people say i'm not and I feel what a long road I have to go (again) I will do it- I know that, i am so determined this time to succeed and this time work at keeping it off. I remember last time I lost weight I excercised so much I changed my shape in less than a month but just now I dont feel able to work out like mad, I'm afraid im not in the mode to excercise so much yet and also i don't want everyone to see me walking around looking the way i do.
I have been off work on holiday for nearly 3 weeks now and dread going back as i know they will all be looking at me and probably thinking what a lard!
Im so not healthy in my mind, i know that.
Anyone want to share their exepreinces of thinking like this?
Used CD and have eaten a little.
Been on and off the scales but weighed in early (I know as its not a week yet) today after- noon time and cant belive it I'm 210.9 llbs thats a loss of approx 22lbs???? and not even a week has gone in, surely thats wrong?:sign0163:
I havent ever lost that in my life in a week, and is it possbile? i do feel and look leaner but this is incredible and if its th same tomorrow and going to be jumping up and down!
started 15th July: 232llbs
20th July 210.9 llbs.