SLACK ALICE
Silver Member
I feel like getting up and just walking out , to teach em all a lesson.
Here I am at 7 in the morning on my own watching kids programmes whilst everyone else is doing their own thing.
We have a disabled son (18 and demanding). I have 2 daughters (18 and 22). One lives with BF and the other lives here but spends most of her time at BF. So at home is me, OH and son.
I spent all day yesterday in -cos it too cold to take son out and anyway where do you go ?. Boss foned me to ask me to change my hours from 2.30-6pm to 6pm - 10pm. Now dont get me wrong I know it's only 4 hours but I just detest the 6-10 shift, so of course I'm stressing mad !! Told boss didnt want to do it , but like a blooming idiot that i am i said yes in the end
But now I've thought about it- eldest daughter is going to disney tonight at 4am I wont get to say goodbye. Now I'm stuck here all day with son. cant go out, OH has gone to work he wont be home till gone 6.Other daughter wont bother coming home till gone 4
I have had this for 11 years, I have to work part time -so that I can be here for son from school and everyone else does their own thing, I told OH -In new year gonna get a full time job then lets see !- his reply - youll be like me then , I have to do full time -to pay the mortgage!- I told him he could stick this house where the sun dont shine.
Im just so peed off, I do most of the tidying,washing,cooking,shopping,collecting prescriptions,appointments ,arranging things. I am not admiting to doing it all but whenever i ask for them to do it they always say -I'll do it later and to tell me to stop moaning- if they stopped and thought why I am moaning all the time its because of them.
They just dont get it, I am here all the time I want a life.
I'm :cry::cry: right now cos I got no one to talk to.
Them lot at work are all crafty and sneeky, this lot at home dont give a dam, my mother -well she's a blinking waste of space. One of the woman at work will no way in any shape or form do a night shift. But I have to do it.i've just foned work and told her that we are going out for meal tonight, and she has done her nut and wasnt very happy- so now i feel guilty and gonna have to fone back and tell her i will do it
why is my life so blinking complicated?
Here I am at 7 in the morning on my own watching kids programmes whilst everyone else is doing their own thing.
We have a disabled son (18 and demanding). I have 2 daughters (18 and 22). One lives with BF and the other lives here but spends most of her time at BF. So at home is me, OH and son.
I spent all day yesterday in -cos it too cold to take son out and anyway where do you go ?. Boss foned me to ask me to change my hours from 2.30-6pm to 6pm - 10pm. Now dont get me wrong I know it's only 4 hours but I just detest the 6-10 shift, so of course I'm stressing mad !! Told boss didnt want to do it , but like a blooming idiot that i am i said yes in the end
But now I've thought about it- eldest daughter is going to disney tonight at 4am I wont get to say goodbye. Now I'm stuck here all day with son. cant go out, OH has gone to work he wont be home till gone 6.Other daughter wont bother coming home till gone 4
I have had this for 11 years, I have to work part time -so that I can be here for son from school and everyone else does their own thing, I told OH -In new year gonna get a full time job then lets see !- his reply - youll be like me then , I have to do full time -to pay the mortgage!- I told him he could stick this house where the sun dont shine.
Im just so peed off, I do most of the tidying,washing,cooking,shopping,collecting prescriptions,appointments ,arranging things. I am not admiting to doing it all but whenever i ask for them to do it they always say -I'll do it later and to tell me to stop moaning- if they stopped and thought why I am moaning all the time its because of them.
They just dont get it, I am here all the time I want a life.
I'm :cry::cry: right now cos I got no one to talk to.
Them lot at work are all crafty and sneeky, this lot at home dont give a dam, my mother -well she's a blinking waste of space. One of the woman at work will no way in any shape or form do a night shift. But I have to do it.i've just foned work and told her that we are going out for meal tonight, and she has done her nut and wasnt very happy- so now i feel guilty and gonna have to fone back and tell her i will do it
why is my life so blinking complicated?