Hi Tigger, you are in good company! I haven't cut down at all and expect a hard few days, but then if it wasn't hard we wouldn't need this forum! I am really hopeful and having spoken to hubby tonight we may put off conceiving for more than a few months to actually get me back to where I wanted to be figurewise, so I may be sole sourcing on 2nd January after all. Just threw out a huge full tin of Celbrations, a box of chocolate mints and chocolate orange, gave away two carrier bags of chocs and cakes yesterday, so am on the way...that would have sat on my body if I'd kept it in the house. I still have two boxes that I can't bring myself to get rid of yet, but hopefully tomorrow will be that day...small steps xx