Yes, very familiar, and I'm pretty sure it was part of the deal. I so identify with that walk to the shops, too, determined. We are at a tricky bit Chels but this is the bit that we have to get right. We cannot come unstuck after getting all this way. (Sounds mad, but that's why i have changed tracks - BECAUSE I need to keep going, and need to halt the binges which were escalating.)
For all of us, the way forward will be slightly different, but what matters is that we hang on to each other though the wobbly bits. (Some of us have more wobbly bits than others, lol... but NOT FOR LONG! Unwobbliness here we come!)
Challenges will come after us, and we will face them. Gotta be done.
Big hugs Chels.