well done for not giving in to the Kebab!
I used to love them, and was horrified when I saw how much fat they contained...
Like curly and Ellie say, people do lose weight well on SS+ and different plans work for us all, it might be better for you to talk to your CDC and go that rpoute rather than being miserable on SS...
Just make sure though that if you do SS+ do it by the book! That way, you can still eat, but will get the same good losses you want to keep you motivated!
I'm sorry for your negative life changes right now, but... like you say, things do and will get better....
I went from having my own business and a 6 bed house 3 yrs ago to losing my business, my home and now my partner ... BUT... I also now have no debts, and am more settled than ever i was before... so every horrible thing that happens has a positive if you look hard enough!
Well done for not bingeing....
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