Just seem to go round and round in circles. I lose a bit then something kicks in where I think i don't care anymore so I start gaining again, then back in to the same vicious circle again. I have alot of weight to lose. I would need to lose 5st just to sneak in to the healthy weight range for me. I just don't know why I do this to myself as I really want and need to lose it for my self confidence, to feel healthier and for my kids but I never do.