Hi guys!
Well I'm 21, and have been fat or at the very least chubby since I was about 7 years old. At first it was 'just puppy fat' but I managed to lose this when I hit about 14 getting to around 10stone, but over the years its gradually creeped back on and here I am, 21 and 16 and a half stones.
I'm truly horrified, maybe thats exactly what I needed, because otherwise I'm happy with my life; great boyfriend, great friends, I'm good at my uni course, I'm blessed in a lot of ways and I really am grateful.
But this being overweight thing really gets to me, I want to be as 'attractive' as my best friend is when we go on a night out, I want to be able to wander in to Topshop or River Island and not be reaching for the back of the rail, praying that the biggest size will fit, and if I'm honest these days I'm probably pushing a size 20.
Weight Watchers, Slimming World, Cabbage Soup, GI Diet, Slim Fast, Scottish Slimmers, Curves, and 'cutting down' - I've done them all and failed spectacularly every time.
But this time I'm serious. I'm going to do it. Never again will I shy away from the pool on holiday or be embarrassed to go shopping with my best friend.
I'm on my 4th day and I would say today has been the toughest. Aside from a terrible headache on Tuesday night its been plain sailing, the water is a bit of a challenge but I was focussed and I've managed at least 3litres every day.
But today
What changed? Maybe its because its TOTM, or maybe its just my cravings truly showing themselves but I had to really pull myself back more than once. But I did it and I'm so glad I did.
Focussing on my weigh in which is on Tuesday, my CDC is lovely and I'm committed to this now, I'm going to stop eating because I want to, and I will be slim and healthy this year.
Lets do this!!!!!
:talk017:
Apologise for the length...
Well I'm 21, and have been fat or at the very least chubby since I was about 7 years old. At first it was 'just puppy fat' but I managed to lose this when I hit about 14 getting to around 10stone, but over the years its gradually creeped back on and here I am, 21 and 16 and a half stones.
I'm truly horrified, maybe thats exactly what I needed, because otherwise I'm happy with my life; great boyfriend, great friends, I'm good at my uni course, I'm blessed in a lot of ways and I really am grateful.
But this being overweight thing really gets to me, I want to be as 'attractive' as my best friend is when we go on a night out, I want to be able to wander in to Topshop or River Island and not be reaching for the back of the rail, praying that the biggest size will fit, and if I'm honest these days I'm probably pushing a size 20.
Weight Watchers, Slimming World, Cabbage Soup, GI Diet, Slim Fast, Scottish Slimmers, Curves, and 'cutting down' - I've done them all and failed spectacularly every time.
But this time I'm serious. I'm going to do it. Never again will I shy away from the pool on holiday or be embarrassed to go shopping with my best friend.
I'm on my 4th day and I would say today has been the toughest. Aside from a terrible headache on Tuesday night its been plain sailing, the water is a bit of a challenge but I was focussed and I've managed at least 3litres every day.
But today
Focussing on my weigh in which is on Tuesday, my CDC is lovely and I'm committed to this now, I'm going to stop eating because I want to, and I will be slim and healthy this year.
Lets do this!!!!!
:talk017:
Apologise for the length...