Lastchance33
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I tried posting before, but it seems to have got lost - annoying! I am not feeling quite as energised to write today. Anyway, I'm writing this to make sure I am focused and accountable, and because reading other peoples diaries is so encouraging.
Overall I am happy, successful, have a lovely boyfriend, great home, exceptional friends - but in 3 years, I've put on 3 stone. There are reasons for this that I can track - despite life being good right now, there have been some tough heartbreaks - 3 to be precise, so I guess thats 1 stone for each of them. That's over a pound a month, which given I can gain 5 pounds overnight, is actually probably quite good! And while I'm not exactly fat, I'm also not living life to the full, and enjoying my body, and being alive in the way I would like to. I have a wardrobe of clothes that I love and don't fit, and I live on a beach, which I feel self conscious on in summer. In many ways I'm very lucky, but food has always been my drug of choice. I'm just tired of it. I know how I should eat, but I always go off track. I would like to drop 3 stone by the end of May. And I am GOING to drop 3 stone by the end of May. So here goes!
Overall I am happy, successful, have a lovely boyfriend, great home, exceptional friends - but in 3 years, I've put on 3 stone. There are reasons for this that I can track - despite life being good right now, there have been some tough heartbreaks - 3 to be precise, so I guess thats 1 stone for each of them. That's over a pound a month, which given I can gain 5 pounds overnight, is actually probably quite good! And while I'm not exactly fat, I'm also not living life to the full, and enjoying my body, and being alive in the way I would like to. I have a wardrobe of clothes that I love and don't fit, and I live on a beach, which I feel self conscious on in summer. In many ways I'm very lucky, but food has always been my drug of choice. I'm just tired of it. I know how I should eat, but I always go off track. I would like to drop 3 stone by the end of May. And I am GOING to drop 3 stone by the end of May. So here goes!