I'm giving up. I can't do it anymore. I'm not in my size 10s but I am a healthy weight and can fit in most of my clothes. I don't feel hideous naked. Would I like to lose another stone? Sure I would.
I had a chat with the OH and basically said that I'm miserable all the time- miserable when I look in the mirror, feel my wobbly tummy, see my love handles and I'm miserable on a diet. When I started in October I enjoyed this diet, enjoyed losing weight, enjoyed the food and enjoyed the control. Not any more. Since Christmas I haven't found my mojo. I have also maintain a steady 10stone 4, which I am pleased about. OH suggested I stop dieting, increase my exercise (which he will encourage and join me in) generally eat healthily and reassess in a few months, and I must admit it was a relief. Wish I had opened up to him a bit ago. He also said he was proud of me for losing the weight I have, and he doesn't think I need to lose any more.
Sorry for the ramble! I will still be on here to check in on you all! Good luck on your journey's.