giraffegirl
Full Member
OK so it's a year since I started SW (6.1.11)
I have done well, i know that and I am a far happier person that a year ago - 4.5 stone off. Yay me.
I had a gain of 4lb over a 4 week period of December absences from group due to work committments mainly which in the great scheme of things doesn't seem too bad but now that i am back to 100% plan again i have lost my way!
I am really committed all day and evening but as soon as the house is quiet and hubby and child are in bed I want to eat everything in sight!
It's like a little private rebellion and I can't bear it! I feel bloated and in all honesty completely disgusted with myself. I am dreading weigh in again this week despite the fact that its my social event of the week and I love it!
I dont have the motivation that I usually do and I KNOW I need to start exercising but just dont have the get up and go to get up and go.
Its almost like that 4.5 stone was too easy and now my brain / body are telling me to work for it to reach my goal ( which is stilll unset) and i am doubting my ability.
I know i am whinging but just need a bit of refocussing!
I have done well, i know that and I am a far happier person that a year ago - 4.5 stone off. Yay me.
I had a gain of 4lb over a 4 week period of December absences from group due to work committments mainly which in the great scheme of things doesn't seem too bad but now that i am back to 100% plan again i have lost my way!
I am really committed all day and evening but as soon as the house is quiet and hubby and child are in bed I want to eat everything in sight!
It's like a little private rebellion and I can't bear it! I feel bloated and in all honesty completely disgusted with myself. I am dreading weigh in again this week despite the fact that its my social event of the week and I love it!
I dont have the motivation that I usually do and I KNOW I need to start exercising but just dont have the get up and go to get up and go.
Its almost like that 4.5 stone was too easy and now my brain / body are telling me to work for it to reach my goal ( which is stilll unset) and i am doubting my ability.
I know i am whinging but just need a bit of refocussing!