fat_2_fabulous
Silver Member
to those people that have got to goal and maintained your weight loss....r u still happy?the more weight i lose the sadder i get!!!i cant eat without feelin uber bad and if i do i think about how i can get rid of it ie laxatives or throwing up! at the moment i just cant get to grips with sole source and if i do eat its nothing major, just celery or sliced chicken which i shudnt feel majorly guilty about but i do!!i came off it in november and did have a little gain of just under half a stone in 5 months but i did start going out about 3 times a week drinking and then have hangover food. but then for a week id go a week without eating hardly anything to try and lose the gained weight. i just dont wanna have to rely on cambridge for the rest of my life.im so scared to live a normal diet. if i went onto weight watchers now i no id put on weight rather than lose it!for all those ppl thinking thanks for putting a downer on things, if you have the right frame of mind cambridge diet is the best thing thats eva happened and i recommend it to anyone. ive never been so happy about the weigh i look now, but ive never been this down about the way i feel!!!but i have always had a problem with food, when i was 15 i stopped eating for more or less 6 months and lost drastic amounts of weight, which is like cd, i seen how much weight i put on after it and am scared that i mite do the same again. I enjoy food and dont want to have to live worrying permanently about food, particularly when its not even bad food like chicken or salad. it gets me really down, my friends have noticed, my family has noticed, my mum gets so worried about me!
sorry to have a moan i just dont no what to do, i sometimes think lighter life may have been better for me as the counsilling apparently stops you from thinking like this!!
arrghhhhhh!!!!
xx
sorry to have a moan i just dont no what to do, i sometimes think lighter life may have been better for me as the counsilling apparently stops you from thinking like this!!
arrghhhhhh!!!!
xx