Just a quick post as I'm really, really tired and was going to bed an hour ago......
Not a good day today - didn't get back on track... in fact been worse today than yesterday..... Sometimes feel I'm fighting a loosing battle...... will I ever get my head back round this feckin diet
Dropped OH off at pub at 9am to go to Cheltenham - he's still not back..... (not complaining as I have plenty of days/nights away)..... went into down and depressed myself by trying to buy some new stuff and I'm back up to a size 22 top after being a 16/18 last summer.....feck Got Luc some summer dresses for school, a really cute bikini and a dress from Primark..... I did get a new top from New Look but I'm taking it back..... it's black and like I haven't enough black tops..... Also got some jeans from Matalan - size 20 but like a second skin - bizarre as my other jeans from matalan are a size 18 and fit fine.... Got a new nightie too but don't like that on either - yeah I know it's just a nightie but it looks really fuddy duddy...LOL!!!!
Went and did the shopping and then got the kids - gave them tea, have washed and ironed all the boys karate suits as they all have their first grading tomorrow - poor OH hope he won't be too hung over after today..... be nice if he's won some cash too.... His mate called earlier to say that their other mate's mum has died - so I've got to tell him that tomorrow.... Poor guy - (OH mate) only lost his dad less than 2 years ago.....:cry:
Anyway, aiming to be a better girl tomorrow..... really need to reign this in as I feel crap - bloated, sluggish, depressed and just fat, fat, fat....... it was so, so easy first time around..... :sigh:
Right minute to midnight - I'm outta here......
Lots of love to all
Not a good day today - didn't get back on track... in fact been worse today than yesterday.....
Sometimes feel I'm fighting a loosing battle...... will I ever get my head back round this feckin diet Dropped OH off at pub at 9am to go to Cheltenham - he's still not back.....
(not complaining as I have plenty of days/nights away)..... went into down and depressed myself by trying to buy some new stuff and I'm back up to a size 22 top after being a 16/18 last summer.....feck Got Luc some summer dresses for school, a really cute bikini and a dress from Primark..... I did get a new top from New Look but I'm taking it back..... it's black and like I haven't enough black tops..... Also got some jeans from Matalan - size 20 but like a second skin - bizarre as my other jeans from matalan are a size 18 and fit fine.... Got a new nightie too but don't like that on either - yeah I know it's just a nightie but it looks really fuddy duddy...LOL!!!!Went and did the shopping and then got the kids - gave them tea, have washed and ironed all the boys karate suits as they all have their first grading tomorrow - poor OH hope he won't be too hung over after today..... be nice if he's won some cash too....
His mate called earlier to say that their other mate's mum has died - so I've got to tell him that tomorrow.... Poor guy - (OH mate) only lost his dad less than 2 years ago.....:cry: Anyway, aiming to be a better girl tomorrow..... really need to reign this in as I feel crap - bloated, sluggish, depressed and just fat, fat, fat....... it was so, so easy first time around.....
:sigh: Right minute to midnight - I'm outta here......
Lots of love to all
